I had written a condolence note to a co-worker. One of her Grands–a 3 month old twin–had died suddenly in his mother's arm. There is not much we can say to relieve the unbearable heaviness of such a loss except to say the family is in our thoughts and prayers. I wrote quickly–not caring so much what I said as making sure I sent my sentiments when comfort was most needed.
In her note back to me–a note of thanks for taking the time to think of and pray for her family–she made a comment that mirrored my own thoughts. "As parents and grandparents I know you understand the anguish of our loss. We grieve for ourselves, but even more for our children, [the baby's] parents."
I understand. A few years ago I flew to Boston to be at the hospital bedside of a grandchild who had been hit by a car when out walking with her mother, my daughter. She had a concussion and fractured pelvis, and in those first 24 hours neither our family nor the team of doctors treating her knew had bad the concussion was nor what the long-term repercussions would be.
We were lucky. Two years later, my granddaughter–my daughter's child–is thriving with seemingly no major after-effects from the accident. But I remember the double pain I felt that day–for my granddaughter who at that moment was in unknown danger and for my daughter, who saw her child hit by a car and who had thought–for one dreadful moment–that her child was dead.
My co-worker's note was also, in its way, a reminder that there are, thankfully, two sides to that double feeling. The joys a grandchild brings are also experienced twice–in the wonder of whatever the child did or said that delights us and in the pleasure we see in the faces of the parents–our children.
We double down no matter what.
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